Ok been a little while Im having a hard time posting blogs from my phone so it takes me awhile to blog cause im not always near my computer. So this week has been pretty relax for me. Enjoying the beautiful weather we have.

Went to Mystic today for my mothers birthday. It was a nice and quite

I found a really nice watch today and purchased it of course. I love it.

http://www.adwstore.com/2012-ADW-Store/

I was able to get the black on black and a free red band  i didn't buy a mini one i got the normal big size cuz i love the way the big one looked sad that the zebra face doesn't come in the big face only mini but its ok. the bigger face ones have more bands to choose from. I think everyone should own one or get one or ask for them whatever they are soo cool and its fun because you can mix and match them.

totally check them out :)

Chest Pain and Headaches

 So  I have been dealing with horrible headaches and chest pains lately. I have no idea what is going on. The headaches I have always got they can be from just a tiny headache that I can handle to a headache that is soo bad I can't even move. I have been to tons of doctors for these headaches and still nothing. Now the chest pain has been happening for a couple of days now. Go to bed an in the middle of the night I wake up from intense chest pain like I just got punched in the chest. It is soo painful that I need to get out of bed walk down stairs and get some water and fresh air. When I come back to my bed and lay down Im so uncomfortable that I couldn't even fall right back to sleep takes up to 15minutes or so for me to fall back to sleep. Then a couple of hours later I wake up again with the chest pain. By the time I get up for the day I still have the pain. Its so awful. I have no idea what the problem is. Its sooo horrible. :(  I tried to set up a doctors appointment today but there was no opening. My next day off if I still have problems with this I will make an appointment or even go to the ER. I just wish I didn't have to cause I hate going to the doctors I wish someone could just tell me whats wrong with out going. Or go away even better.. Totally sucks. 

If anyone has any suggestions that would be great. 

-ab

Its been awhile

ok so it has totally been a long time since i last blog. 

Lets do a update real quick.

work-still at Tjmaxx and hating it.well the people i work with.

love- Still inlove with my beautiful girlfriend

Family:  still living with my family and hating every minute of it.

Health- Been working out with my friend but having been doing a good job on it. Not really losing weight. I suck. I will get motivated 

My lovely girlfriend got me a cute dog so I try to walk him much as possible. 

This is my cutie pie LUCKY 

Lets see I'm not sure what else is going on right now. I don't have a car still. I work barely but i am trying to find another job still. I think I covered pretty much all that is going on.

-ab

Starting my sit ups

So I'm getting back into doing tons of sit ups a day working on my beach bod 2012 . Well I started today and already pulled a muscle.  Didn't stretch good. But its ok.
I feel crappy today like I'm in my own world today. I almost feel like I'm not here like outside my body.

Well anyways. 30sit ups and 10 pelvic thrust lol

-ab

Aww

Buddy

Look at this cutie pie I love him

well your gay.

today was super lame

all i did was chill all morning then i went to work and work was totally sucked ass it was super slow but

the store was a giant mess. it felt like it took forever to clean

but it only took us 30 minutes after we closed so it wasn't too bad i guess.

we had a strong team tonight. then i came home and did nothing im such a boring person

i really need to get a car. I am also thinking about switching banks too. 

I have bank of america and i have never had a problem with them and i always liked them until now

and i think im just ready for a new bank idk..lol

but if i switch to this bank i am thinking about they will help with a car loan :)

so hopefully i can do that and hopefully i can get a car loan cause i really really need a freaking car

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so today..my mother let me know that lesbians are gross and doesn't think its right that

women should kiss or get married.

I was standing right next to her and i was like are you kidding me?..

mother you know I am gay right..?...

her words were  "well you wont have a good life" 

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!?!!?? 

so aggravating like are you freaking serious with me..you are just telling me now that being gay is gross

well i know she has said it before but i thought she was ok with it now ..guess not..dumb bitch

well im not changing i love my girlfriend very much 

and i want to be her wife 

its my life im going to live not her so she should just accept it.

so dumb..