Melt downs

<p>Hello<br>
So let me just say not only did I have a melt down yesterday at work but I had one today. First let me tell you about yesterday ...
Well Friday is pay day for me so I check my bank account to see how much I got paid ..well I was negative ...n that made me upset then my mom was mad cause I couldn't pay her n well everything was just getting under my skin. Then I went to work..an sometimes it helps ..well this time it didn't so on my first 15 min break I just couldn't take it anymore I just started to ball my eyes out so horrible I just cried the whole time .. well then I realize I didn't take my Med.  So that was one reason one. So yea then I wipe my tears and went back to work. My girlfriend is the best she always makes me feel better. So I thought I was good then today came.
My mother is in this clean mode and well I still haven't gone thru the things I had with my x. Well I started to go thru it. Was doing ok I'm like oh its been like 3 years almost and I've moved on I should be ok. Was I wrong. All it took was one picture and I started to ball my eyes out. I don't love that person anymore but the memories I had with that picture was what was killing me. I think if things ended different with my x. I wouldn't have such a hard time with the memories I have with them.  But my girlfriend made me feel better I love her so much I would never trade her for anything.

I want to be her wife.

-ab